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  1. In my case PC is my companion. I create my own female or transgender id. But never went out in person. Everthing happens to me only in virtual or in dreams.

    I m still questioning myself @41 but dont like 41 coz of my height and slim body. I still fear and couldnt talk about to anyone till date. But i want to talk about my feelings to someone who really understands and a likeminded can only do. I am born male but feels and want to enjoy a girls life. Being from a orthodox family and eldest i have to suppress all my feelings. I hope someone can help. Now often i feel that i have to go some place where i can live with like minded people. (i dont want family or friends to know about this.)

    Hoping for something from you nadika. (atleast a reply)

    confused soul,

    Gayathri
    (Female name i like)

    1. Wow. I thought I was weird. Twisted. Scared of being my true self. I remember the Yahoo chatrooms, where I was a woman. Fell in love with a man. Broke my heart when he wanted to meet up, without even knowing what I looked like. I felt like killing myself.

      Anyway. More power to you.

      I dunno what I am. Not man not woman, trapped in a horrifyingly male body. I wish I had it as sorted as you do.